Well im really confused with my body!! I hate my body! I hate being fat! I hate being fat to the point i have to wear a shirt when i asleep. Why am i fat?! Why cant i be skinny!!! Aaah! I know that it is a body image thing and God can work with it!!! I want to not worry about it and I want to feel that God and someone will love me me regardless of my weight.
I guess a big influence on me about my image is from my family, friends and the media. PEople always tell me that im fat!!! and that i need to loose weight!! AAAAH! I hate people and their look for appearance!! CAN SOMEONE COMMENT ON THIS!!!
Porn, ha porn. I have seen porn!! It is weird to say that i have! I mean, you Micaela will think that im weird and well i am willing to trust that you wont say that I have. uhm i dont think that i have an addiction problem with porn but i will say that I do watch it as a little move to fantasy world! LOL! I know that god will work with me on this to eventually stop it!!
THANKS FOR LISTENING!!!
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i can't help but think i ran across your post by accident. pornography may seem like a small thing now, but i promise you that it is corrosive, addictive, and destructive. it can ruin relationships, keep you from relationships, and wrap you up in its grip. listen -- i really think you should look at these two articles at Boundless, a great blog by Focus on the Family:
The Porn Effect
Fighting Porn
You should also take a look at their communities and their weekly newsletter for college age and singles. It's about a lot of the things you are contemplating now, from a current and Christian perspective.
You are made in God's image -- beautiful and valuable. Treat yourself that way. He will send you someone who sees you that way as well.
Blessings.
i meant to say i DIDN'T run across your post by accident! LOL.
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